thekennedycurse917

I'm waiting for you To crouch through the window And eat me alive. I'm waiting for your "I love you, but..."'s To tear me apart. This heart was built with steel. Now it's rusted scraps of hope, Dwindling. This is a ship Taking on water. And I am the captain. Love is a whore And I am the paramour. Where do we go from here?

I stabbed you in the neck. You laughed to death. Breaking every step, I'm your contempt. A flaw in the machine, You laughed to death. Try to keep it clean. The mark that bled. Feels like I'm running with scissors. No more hope.

Kiss like thunder. Crash like waves. Lightning strikes. We hide in caves. Paramore you're Breaking up and I'm still quiet. I'm still quiet. We're crashing hard under the summer sky. Georgia heat and humidity, We sweat out blood and cry for skin. I just want you here in my arms. We get up early just to lay beside each other in bed. The words are sweet enough for me to believe that I'm not dead. You kiss my tears and then the silence starts to tear the veil. I think I love you, and I hope you love me just as well.

I'm not your first pick. Merely back up. It's funny seeing how We're best friends too, huh? Want me to hurt you? Just say the words then. I'm not a bad guy I'm a Goddamn train wreck. You're full of feelings for a fictional heart. Just start the car and drop me off when the time comes.

Summer comes hard with a vodka twist. The little one's sad and we're checking her wrists. Comatose plans bring moments of bliss, But this will end too soon. Break in the step torwards the center of town. Last year's wounds keep on coming around. Eveything's gone, check the lost and found. Everything feels so blue. But I've found strangers In the back seat Just as comforting as you. I've found strangers Drunk and bleeding, They're just like me I know... Little girl's veins took a quick collapse. She passed out cold in the back of the flat. The funeral dirge was a melody that I had written out for you. Summer went by with bottle of rum. We hi

I'll be your cancer and I'll, I'll be your razorblade and it's Your sweet addiction and it's Your fell affliction. So you, You bring your bullets and I'll, I'll bring my needles. We could Do this forever and we'd Hold hands forever. You don't have to ask my permission. We broke the casket and it Shattered to pieces. It made The perfect fragments to kiss Our skin with splinters. So dear, Collect your thoughts and we'll dance On dying roses. The grave Is warm and welcoming. Death is always beckoning. We'll take hold of this cliche teen angst and run. Blue to green to yellow. Colors of the devil. Paint them on your mirror Out into a sparrow

Put your needles down. I brought a new cure. Oh it burns, but it feels Like a needle never could. I've got pain: bottled up and for sale. Drenched in mescaline, I brought you your heart. Oh it breaks, but it loves Like no other weapon could. I've got time: bottled up, 80 proof. You woke up covered in rust. It turned you inside out. I saw your insides and ran. I saw your insides... You turned my body to stone. I fell apart with a touch. You saw my insides and laughed. You saw my insides.

Anyway you look, it's always Rips in the seams or screaming. What ever happened to your Sick obsession with everything dead? "It died." So did we. Young and miserable, We died. You can say what you want, but I believe in false ideals. If only to claim them And paint them on your walls. You're getting pissed. I'm always laughing And loving And lying. You hold me in delusions. I'm not real, nobody is. I've become fragmented. You can tell by the way I Write These Words Down.

When you find the words, I'll be waiting with a Bottle of peroxide. When you find the words, I'll be hiding in the Spaces between the lines. When I find your face, I'll smile and blink The years away in silence. When you find the words, I hope they're in threes. I hope you feel relieved.